Web of Decisions

Have you ever thought back on all the paths you have chosen so far in life? Those decisions that seemed so little when you made them, but had a huge impact on you later in life. Sometimes I think about what my life would be like if I had made other choices in my life. I can imagine my life as a complicated web of small choices that make a larger picture. In high school I only really started to understand the impact of choices have the middle of my junior year. My dad had just been through a major surgery to remove cancer from his pancreas. I was full of fear. Life seemed to stand still and come into perspective. My heart ached, but God is faithful and with me always. I  realized that I was living a life that wasn't bold, I didn't fully surrender every aspect of my life to my creator and father. I started to make choices that seemed weird and out of place because I wanted to grow in my faith. Things that seemed so important in my life paled in comparison to living fully for Christ. In life it is easy to lose sight of what is important and everlasting. I am living with the end in mind. Every day I want to Glorify my God and king.